We need wisdom now. My loans are all entering repayment this month which means next month we will have to start paying a hefty sum every month just for school loans. In addition, both of our cars are dying and we've been researching cars within our price range, of course finding one way out of our price range but it seems like a great idea - could we handle monthly payments on a car as well as my loans right now? Josh is working and bringing in a paycheck now, but what about when he's back in school, and should I even be worrying about any of this - because God knows everything. There's a difference between trusting in God and making whimsical decisions and hoping God will pick up the slack. I feel the weight of responsibility on my shoulders and I wish sometimes for high school days to return. What little responsibility I had then - remember my saxophone for band practice, and shoes for cross country. I remember always wanting to be a grown up then, so maybe hind-sight is 20/20 in this instance. Lord, I lift this up to you. I pray for your guidance. I pray that you would provide for us - like you have been doing, and I pray that you would just speak to us, Lord. Let us know what to do. I also lift this job that I'm working in to you, I lift my feelings of this job, and I pray about this full-time position I have applied for. I pray that you would consider it, and if it is not your will, that I would accept that graciously. Thank you, Lord for providing. Thank you for this job that I have - giving me experience and means to pay our bills. Thank you for your wonderful mercy, your wonderful grace, please hear these prayers, Lord. In your name Amen.
Love, Sara
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