We're down to approximately one week left before we depart New Hampshire. Needless to say my stress level is through the roof. Luckily, I only have tonight and the weekend to work and then I can really start focusing on what I need to do and a timeframe in which to do it all. I think most of the packing is coming along nicely; there's still a lot of cleaning to be done though. And of course there's the whole thing about securing the apartment. hah! I can't wait until that's over and done with because let me tell you, 76% of my stress is coming from that. If our realtor Sandy would ever actually get back to us about things, that would just be amazing. But no. We have to call and e-mail her in order to move forward with the next step unless we want to wait a whole-nother month. Anyways, Sorry... Venting.
I had a phone interview with West Penn hospital for a PACU position - which was where I really wanted to end up in nursing school, until I met the ED. So needless to say I'm so excited about it I could pee, but I feel like every time I've gotten my hopes up before I've been let down. I know God has something in mind, but I want to know what he's thinking so I don't get hurt again. I know that's not how christianity works - I need to trust whole-heartedly and getting hurt is part of the business, but it's still hard for my tender heart. So anyways, I have an in-person interview May 16th which I'm going ROCK OUT LOUD on, because I want this job so friggin bad. It would be the same hours Josh would be working, so we could actually kind of have a normal life. Wouldn't that be something?? Anyways, like I say before - God is in control, and I can trust whatever he has in store. Maybe if I keep telling myself that I'll believe it. I'm hoping that happens because right now I'm not feeling it - but as Josh has told me many times feelings are unstable, and you can't depend on feelings... you have to rely on what you KNOW. Pray for me and my struggles. haha And pray that my pessimistic ways would change to a glass overflowing.
Love, Sara
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